01/04/26 - the consequences of oversharing online

Mood Tired

Watching youtube videos

Thinking: about the mistakes that lead me to be writing here

Eating/drinking: mate (it's 11pm)

Honestly half the reason I revived this website is because I realized I needed to stop airing out my feelings on such public places of the internet. Conflicts with my now ex-friend-group lead me to realize how used I am to posting about my feelings and issues whenever something bad happens. It's like I can't handle my thoughts on my own so I NEED to share them. This is kind of what I'm doing here, but like... this is different ok.

In all honesty I don't want to use this blog as a journal, I have one of those irl, but I just wanted to intro with the thing that lead me to be back here. I deleted all social media from my phone so this is like the only "social media" I'm allowing myself to be on all day. I guess it's healthier? We'll see.